Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Just Me...

So, I titled this blog, "Brooke and the Boys" because rightly so, my life is usually always Me+Beau & Cade, (and Denny of course, but he's my man, not my boy...)but not, Me=Beau & Cade. Subtle, huh? However, my life is more than just the sum of its parts...or the sum of being Beau and Cade's mommie. Hear me out, my boys are the greatest gift I have ever been given. They are what will be here when I am gone, and how I want that to look depends on today, and every moment I have with them...no pressure right? But let me step down from that soapbox, and onto another one...

Me...I was Brooke before I was a mommie. And I am still Brooke. Am I a different Brooke, you bet, children change your life forever. But I have been in somewhat of an introspective phase lately (for reasons too long to ever blog about)and beginning to take care of me. Learn to be my biggest fan, because I always lived as being my biggest critic. Blame it on being a dancer, personality or just the way the "cards" were dealt. But, now I am beginning to rediscover who I am or was created to be, and I like it. Is it scary to take chances, let down walls, say "no" when you've always said "yes", and not giving a rip what others think...absolutely yes...but is it worth finding the life that you've always wanted? You better believe it.

"Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it." Matthew 16:25 said Jesus.


So here I am again taking playing around with my new lens, with no one but me to photograph.



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